Thanksgiving Break

Ahh... The time has arrived. I will be rolling off campus in a matter of hours (20, to be exact). I can't wait! I get to go to Charity's family's for Thanksgiving, which should be a lot of fun. But, I will be unable to update during the next few days, so, don't think I have dropped off and relapsed as before Happy Enjoy your Thanksgiving!

- Ryan
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Charity & I

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I had a recent blessing come into my life, one for which I am extremely grateful. I have been talking to wonderful girl on campus for the past 2-3 months, and we officially started dating a little over a week ago. I am happy beyond what I am able to express at the moment. Perhaps one day I will be able to translate feeling into word. God is good, and He continues to richly bless me beyond what I deserve.

- Ryan
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The Return

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Wow, I never thought when I last updated that it would be two months before my next blog. The very nature of my life as of late has proven inhospitable to nearly all forms of communication with the outside world. In other words, school (among other things) has struck, and I have been flailing violently in an attempt to regain my footing. But, God, true to His nature, has been faithful. I am learning to, as 1 Peter tells me, 'cast all my cares upon Him.' Such a unique concept. Here I am lumbering along embroiled in worry and care, and I crank my neck up to see a Savior inviting me to roll them onto His back for a change. Hmm... Do you really think I'm going to reject an offer like that?! But, it's sometimes a little easier said than done. The habit of solo performance is sometimes hard to break. It takes practice to learn how to look to the Director for guidance, rather than free-styling it on your own. It takes patience to wait upon God and His grace to sustain me instead of the drive within me to get things done. But, here I am, my back firmly molded into the contour of the concrete wall behind me with nowhere to turn but the grace of God. It's a good place to be. A safe place to be. It keeps you humble, and longing for more of Him.

- Ryan
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